~ Based on the teachings of Venerable Master Chin Kung
(I received an email from a friend who graciously gave me permission to post the following...)
All my life I lived with a parent who was in a constant state of anger. Nothing was ever good enough. As they reached the end, I still visited them in the hospital. Again, nothing but a wall of anger.
As they went into the final siezure, I asked the doctor to give morphine to reduce the suffering. That was my "Aha Moment". I remembered 8 years ago, in spite of a full life of fear, torment, anger and yelling, I was able to ask they not suffer. I now feel at peace with my karma concerning my parent.
I feel I "passed the test". I asked for compassion for someone who caused me misery my whole life.
I can't tell you how much lighter I feel. :-)