There is a saying in Buddhism that in the first year of practice, the Buddha is right before one's eyes. In the second year, he is in the distance. In the third year, he has disappeared over the horizon.

Upon beginning one's practice, it is fresh and exhilarating. People are enthusiastic about having found a system of learning and practice that makes so much sense. Family members begin to notice a change as the new practitioner becomes more patient and easy-going, and less irritable. 

In the second year, as the newness begins to wear off, even as one becomes more established in learning and practice, and more confident in the teachings, one begins to relax. All too often that relaxing is accompanied by distractions: other ways to meditate, other forms of learning, or often just other interests. The Buddha no longer feels close.

In the third year, for myriad reasons, the Buddha cannot even be seen on the horizon. The person who was so enthusiastic in the first year now rarely practices and has lost the feeling of contentment and accomplishment.   

In reality, the Buddha is always present. It is up to us whether we remain in his presence or turn away.